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Well, mom is home and stable.  I'll be going to the doctor with her today to check on things but the worst seems to be over. Thank you everyone who sent along their thoughts and good wishes.  I love you all!!!!!

I never update my journal, but I'm very worried about my mother.  We took her by ambulance to the ER last night, she was having trouble breathing. I'm going to see her tonight, the doctors think its pneumonia.  She's not been herself since Easter :( Anyway, since I don't have Facebook or things like that, I feel I needed to vent.  Death scares me like nothing else and I am paranoid as hell.... My dad died in 2006 and I've never fully recovered from that.  I'm scared for me and my family....

The water was quite warm as Tory tested it with his toe. He could see Colin intently eyeing his smooth leg, making notes on every little freckle. He tried not to make eye to eye contact, but couldn't help notice that Colin had moved his eyes further up his body. The boy began to blush. Tory's leg was now in, all the while keeping an eye on the raven haired boy, he placed his other leg in and stood over Colin, who couldn't keep his eyes from staring at Tory, who couldn't help but blush when he considered the "size" of the situation Colin was looking at. To end the awkwardness, Tory quickly slid into the bath, the waves of water in the tub bre